Cambatta

No sleep, no dreams

From a coke fiend to dope fiend

From crack baby to crack fiend to blow speed

Nose bleed, can't wear the shirt if there's no sleeves

If I overdose and I die I don't gotta go clean

Numb it so I don't gotta feel it again by no means

The lens on my black spectacles

It's nebulous, resembling stems with the crack residue

Specimen, testing the lab chemicals

Past schedule, down to my last fentanyl

Free city SNAP medical, that destitute

Physician written scripts chicken scratch legible

Get a pack sell a few, do them all buy them back

Family thinks I'm on crack, why is that?

It's cuz I go to drugs when this life attacks

As it's getting harder, me getting high is how I react

Sleepwalk through this prolonged suicidal nap

Anywhere I lay is potentially where I'm dying at

Relapse every time I hear a striking match

Cuz I never know where my lighter's at

Sleeping with the roaches and the giant rats

Addict since my grammy gave me grape flavored Dimetapp, I was smacked

Keep slipping, keep sliding back

I need a map just to find a map

Walking validation of all the stereotypes of blacks

I'm a nigger and I'm fine with that

 

The crack baby is grown now

Still a lone child, suffocating in a smoke cloud  

Put the coke down, whole town on the dope now

Put the coke down, whole town on the dope now

I got addiction in my blood and it shows now

Heart is weak, deviated septum in my nose now

Put the coke down, whole town on the dope now

Put the coke down, whole town on the dope now

They say that everything that comes around goes 'round

All them dealers selling to my momma on the dope now

Put the coke down, whole town on the dope now

Put the coke down, whole town on the dope now

 

My spirit animal is a cold turkey

Body made of water but it's so murky

Dirty, name Flint when this hoe slurps me

She don't like me she just coke thirsty

Trying to get that brain freeze like a cold slurpy

Shirley, she look 50 in her low 30's

In high school she was so curvy

Used to curve me, karma has no mercy

My drug abuse history is so deep

In order for a copper to frisk me he gotta soul search me

See police and turn white like Jerome Kersey's home jersey

Mumbling in court like a stoned Furby

I'm trying to walk but it's so blurry

Don't worry I'm in no hurry

My emotional aptitude is rather shrewd

My inclination for discernment is null and void

Hugging me is redundant as punching rubber boy

Once upon a time I was mother's joy, now I'm just a droid

Numb to love, I've become annoyed by everybody's voice

Any sympathetic expression is but a muffled noise

So lethargic everything I do is hypothetic

High and pathetic, diet is diabetic

Stress levels defy the methods of Dianetics 

Lord Xenu couldn't clear me with a science lesson

I'm not excited by the liar trying to find the heaven

I'm just trying to find the exit, quite pretentious 

Lost child to whom life rejected

Stuck stifled through this time regression, everything's a suicidal weapon

I got anxiety and hyper tension

Hoping that the doctor can give me xannies for my depression

I think I need some oxys cuz my spine is tensing

Plus I'm out of methadone, they got me fighting medics

Twin nostrils hit blow like it's 9/11

I'm a nigger and I'd like to mention

If I overdose and I die I don't gotta go clean

Numb it so I don't gotta feel it again by no means

 

The crack baby is grown now

Still a lone child, suffocating in a smoke cloud  

Put the coke down, whole town on the dope now

Put the coke down, whole town on the dope now

I got addiction in my blood and it shows now

Heart is weak, deviated septum in my nose now

Put the coke down, whole town on the dope now

Put the coke down, whole town on the dope now

They say that everything that comes around goes 'round

All them dealers selling to my momma on the dope now